Oh.My.God!!!!!
What the hell is wrong with me?
Have you ever had those days or moments where you feel like you are the most stupid person on earth? That's exactly what I'm feeling right now.
My brain doesn't seem to be functioning well today. I can't put two and two together. I find it hard to digest information. Something so simple to someone else sounds so ridiculously alien to me! I keep staring into space and thinking 'huh?', 'what?'. I'm in blur land at the moment. Everything seems to be going slow. I feel mentally tired. Been trying so hard to think but something seems to be blocking the use of my head. I feel like I'm torturing my brain.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Am I too overwhelmed with the number of assignments given to me lately? Or am I just too nervous because the assignment is something new? I am still at the confused stage and not 100% sure what to do. Been given a lot of reading materials to read lately and I fear I won't be able to quickly catch up. Now is that stupid or what? Damn...Maybe I expect too much from myself. I wanna do a good job and now I feel pressured to prove that I can do it.
Seriously, I'm having panic attacks now. Ok Trueblue...relax and take a deep breath...
Ackkkk...Help!
What the hell is wrong with me?
Have you ever had those days or moments where you feel like you are the most stupid person on earth? That's exactly what I'm feeling right now.
My brain doesn't seem to be functioning well today. I can't put two and two together. I find it hard to digest information. Something so simple to someone else sounds so ridiculously alien to me! I keep staring into space and thinking 'huh?', 'what?'. I'm in blur land at the moment. Everything seems to be going slow. I feel mentally tired. Been trying so hard to think but something seems to be blocking the use of my head. I feel like I'm torturing my brain.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Am I too overwhelmed with the number of assignments given to me lately? Or am I just too nervous because the assignment is something new? I am still at the confused stage and not 100% sure what to do. Been given a lot of reading materials to read lately and I fear I won't be able to quickly catch up. Now is that stupid or what? Damn...Maybe I expect too much from myself. I wanna do a good job and now I feel pressured to prove that I can do it.
Seriously, I'm having panic attacks now. Ok Trueblue...relax and take a deep breath...
Ackkkk...Help!
4 comments:
not enuf kopi?
i know.. i know!
gotta agree with gravt, COFFEE TIME!
Shall we my dear?
Gravtkills,
I need time out. I need to chill. :)
Hihi..Am better now. *phew*
Angel eyes,
Jom!
TrueBlue, I get that way sometimes, even with my coffee fix. I wonder what is best next to coffee. hmmm...
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